i am really really pissed off. at myself and at everything.

I ACTUALLY THOUGHT ARSENAL VS TOTNUMB WAS TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-SCREAMS

and so i woke up feeling really fine and went to school and slept during chinese test. and then on our way to 3rd lang debbie was like 'my friend is very sad today cos arsenal lost 5-1' and i was like 'what? arsenal got lose meh?' and i thought it was some lower league game and nobody would care. 'arsenal won't lose! arsenal will win 5-1 like what we did against inter.' and all was fine until my cousin the manure fan smsed me and said 'haha arsenal lost let's hope shit lose too!' and i froze. for a long time. and it slowly dawned on me that we lost. but i didn't believe it then and kept scolding him for lying to me but it was true! i just refused to believe it.

BUT IT'S FUCKING TRUE WE HAVE LOST AT SHITE FART DRAIN FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 9 FUCKING YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND TO MAKE MATTERS WORSE, I WAS STUCK IN A MASSIVE HUMUNGOUS JAM (TO HELL WITH THE SPELLING) AND IT LASTED FOR 1 WHOLE HOUR CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SUCK!!!!!!!!! I WANTED TO SCREAM AT THE BUS DRIVER. THERE WAS SOME ACCIDENT THAT INVOLVED A TRAILER AND A BUS AND IT WASTED 1H OF MY PRECIOUS TIME I WAS SO ANGRY AND COUPLED WITH THE KNOWLEDGE THAT WE JUST LOST IT'S IS FUCKING FRUSTRATING AND IT IS AN UNDERSTATEMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!